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I am the one who you

won’t expect to be

I’m not as you think as

you see me

I may not be that

kind you’re looking for

Some don’t understand my actions

Fot it only depends on the situation

And I know to myself my stengths and weaknesses

Some may say that i still hide on my shell

And i admit it

I won’t regret

But dig inside me

and you will see the other side of me

I would say thet

I usually hide my feelings

‘Cause i don’t want them to see me

being blue

Having two identities is quite difficult

Pretending to be happy

When you really fell alone

(unfinished…)

Well, that’s life. Sometimes it’s so unfair that you can’t have it but how about the others? Why are they so happy to have that thing and having an excemption of you. Sometimes i’m just saying to myself…just wait there’s always right tiome for everything. But when is the right time? Am i going to wait for my whole life? i’m going crazy!!!!! I can’t resist of it. Every moment, every hour, every second. It’s just so addictive. Hope i can help myself. I’m just keeping myself busy to hide all the pain. Pretending to be happy infront of the others.